Sometimes I try to act strong, showing people that I am smart and I can handle it myself. Sometimes I feel sorry to pretend, for I am weak inside and I don't want to go through it alone. Sometimes I show the opposite of what I feel, what I am because I don't want to be read and understand. Sometimes I hate being useless and lean on others, in fact, I got no one to lean on. Sometimes I am arrogant for being admired and ashamed for those praises I don't deserve. Sometimes I am afraid of the truth, I tell lie just to cover another lie. Sometimes I still stand strong, even though I know justice is not by my side. Sometimes I look down on those who complain how lifeless and pathetic they are. Sometimes I complain about my life and feel bad to complain. Sometimes I ...
am confused.
Jan is in the house.
She is a passionate girl with big dreams, dreams where everything is beautiful.
She is bossy's lady, she doesn't rule the world but she rules her life.
She is Miss Perfection, that's the virginity of Virgo.
Stepping into her 20's Never be ashamed to laugh Shallow minded with deepthinking For ordinary is a bless
Live like today is the end of the world.
No one can live a life without regrets, but don't ever repeat the same mistake again.
Cause living is aboutfallinglearning and growing up.
Maybe some words cannot be understood, maybe some feelings cannot be expressed, totally indeed.
Here is just a place, a space for her to jot down some of her daily routines, thoughts, feelings and perhaps some secrets.