Thursday, 10 March 2011, 07:54
我讨厌自卑
我讨厌不伦不类
我讨厌自以为是
我讨厌花了大半辈子的时间,才发觉自己什么都不是
我讨厌自己的付出被当作是一种讨好
我讨厌被衡量
我讨厌后悔总是比时间迟来一步
我讨厌美丽的东西,它让我觉得自己的缺陷
我讨厌自己的笨拙
我讨厌常和有心无力扯在一起
我讨厌被标上坏女人的角色
我讨厌我的身材
我讨厌被看不起
我讨厌被取笑而无力反抗
我讨厌不被爱眷恋
我讨厌被真实蒙骗
我讨厌贪心厌旧
我讨厌接受不平等待遇
我讨厌过分的约束,但不向往无限的自由
我讨厌缺乏营养,不充实的生活
我讨厌被忽略被抛弃
我讨厌解释
我讨厌没有一个人可以让我完全得信任
我讨厌没自信
我讨厌死撑,很累
我讨厌我的讨厌!
我讨厌,我已经不懂什么是讨厌了。

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我怀念我曾经见过的那片夜空,
离开了城市的灯光,
洒满了数不清的星星,
只可惜我没好好的欣赏。
它,真的好美。


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So you really think you know me well

Jan is in the house.
She is a passionate girl with big dreams, dreams where everything is beautiful.
She is bossy's lady, she doesn't rule the world but she rules her life.
She is Miss Perfection, that's the virginity of Virgo.


Stepping into her 20's
Never be ashamed to laugh
Shallow minded with deep thinking
 For  ordinary  is  a   bless


Live like today is the end of the world.
No one can live a life without regrets, but don't ever repeat the same mistake again.
Cause living is about
falling learning and growing up.



Maybe some words cannot be understood, maybe some feelings cannot be expressed, totally indeed.
Here is just a place, a space for her to jot down some of her daily routines, thoughts, feelings and perhaps some secrets.


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I heard nothing but your captivating voice

I yearn for my loved one's scream, which brings me sweet dreams.
Spam as you like, it isn't me who are being childish.




Pages that caught my Attention

Style.com

TheBeautyDepartment.com

Garbagelapsap.com

张小娴的作品

我爱我的星座


Sweet Escape

Carrie
Harry
Jeanne
Jia Jia
Jillian Goh
Joe khoo
Josephine
Kim Bee
Kinki
Marcus
Peixi
Seb
Weiyang
WengHong
Viendarling
XiaoTiing
YinYin
YuQian


I don't forget to remember my own pasts



Capture the momment, and it'll last forever


Just sit and watch, the journey begins



Smile,
for you will never know
who is falling in love with your Smile



Don't hide, Just shout!



Who cares about diet?


'The' Look Book, You got the 'LOOK'?



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After what you had done to me, I only become stronger and wiser. I want to thank you for this.