Tuesday, 9 August 2011, 09:38
Gossip Girls
Actually, I like Gossip Girls a lot.
Yeah I know, rumours, drama, cheating, gossiping, scandals...
It's just all about the ugly side of socializing.
Then, what's the fun of it?
The fun part is I get to watch all the drama when I am not any part of it.
(Though I did imagine if I was part of it)
Every time I finished watching each episode, the scenes and moral values behind will keep lingering inside my head
makes me think, judge, learn
and accept
that life is not perfect, no matter how much power, wealth or knowledge you have.
that Jealousy is what bring S and B together, and it still exist between them no matter how close they two become
that charming Chuck Bass wanted to run away from his surrounded by hot chics and wealthy life and be someone average
that life is always full of surprises that you do not want to know especially from someone called Georgina
that undo button does not exist after much harm done, no matter how sincere your apologies are
that when you took a run off like Serene and back expecting everything back into normal, then you are dead wrong
that good people like Dan are meant to be taken advantage on and used for another evil drama
that Gossip Girls will never quit revealing your dirty secrets and make things worst
Be aware
Gossip Girls is hunting its next target.
xoxo
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Tuesday, 7 June 2011, 05:21
Today is a bliss
Tomorrow is an unknown
Learn from your lesson
Live with your bliss
Conquer the unknown
For twas not into my ear your Whispered
but into my Heart
Twas not my lips you Kissed
but my Soul
Aren't words beautiful?
They can bring out the most obvious character, shadow the hidden and yet, form a cling between themselves.
It was once said that men are concern of sight but women are concern of hearing.
Men love to look at beautiful matters but women love to hear beautiful words.
Is it true? I had no idea.
One thing for sure, I love to hear beautiful words, that soften my ears and bring the pampering to my heart.
:)
Labels: Bite of Life, Sophisticated
, 05:01
XXX of the Day :
Never make an attempt to reveal a person's mask, when he intended to put on a several. It's a waste of time and effort, for he'll never appreciate your sincerity to be a friend of his.
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Thursday, 7 April 2011, 08:26
Shut up and cry to ownself I used to believe 'sharing is caring'.
But today, I rethink about that. I guess I am a selfish person afterall.
I don't want to share with anyone. I want it to be my own, just me.
Perhaps is because the place I came from, I had been taught to trust no one.
I am not sure how many burden can I handle, before I get insane.
I have never told anyone about one matter, the most important matter in my life.
Everyone has at least one darkest secret, which they want to keep to themself and never be revealed.
Cause no matter how well you explain and describe, no one will understand the feeling better than ownself.
So, why revealing? Ya, shut up and cry to ownself.
I have tried to be understanding, a better person.
Maybe it wasn't that obvious, but at least I tried.
With just one call, one sentence, one act, hope can be destroyed.
It really xxx hurting when you are the 2nd choice, always. When all the while, you thought you are the 1st.
I doubt about friendship, marriage, relationship, and even my parents.
How a life can be ruined by wrong choice and stubborness.
Did I expect too much from my life? Maybe because I was pampered or had not been thrown by any obstacles yet.
I am a very traditional woman, I don't accept things that go against nature or culture, which is why I imagined the world beautifully, such an idiot I am.
Yes, I wanted to go for a bungee jump. Thou I knew I would hesitate when I am tied to the rope, before stepping out.
One day, I will.
Labels: Crappie, Sophisticated
Monday, 21 March 2011, 04:44
In life, there are just so many things to complete and achieve. Sometimes, there are not enough time.
Sometimes, you complete it, but not in a way you wanted to.
Sometimes, you are half way on it, and realized you had did the wrong task.
Sometimes, you gave up, not urge to even start doing it.
Quoted from my father,
Everyone has a role to play, If you don't play it well, You are a loser.How to be a winner in life? The answer is simple, Play your role well.
Yet, some people are confused of what role they should be playing.
Some don't even bother about it.
In my case, sometimes I would be lost, not knowing what is the right role, right task at the right time.
But I will eventually found my way and stand back on the right path, moving on.
One of my weaknesses is Hesitation.
I always have a hard time making choices, because I want everything to be perfect, I am worried of the weighing of my choice.
What if the process gone wrong? What if the outcome is out of my expectation?
I want everything to be under my control, that is why I hesitate of taking risk, making choices.
Sometimes I dream, How good if I have the courage to go out of my comfort zone and conquer the challenges.
Labels: Sophisticated
Sunday, 6 March 2011, 07:33
我是一个很极端的人。对于我觉得值得的人，我可以毫不犹豫地为他付出，当然我也要求他对我做出同样对比的付出。
如果你给我的对待让我失望，一次两次，我会对你毫不留情。
因为当我的付出了一切关心后，得到的是不珍惜和被遗忘，我的失望和心灵的创伤远远超乎想象。
我的人生哲学是，你如何对待我，我会十倍奉还。
因为我坚信，只要是真心的待遇，总会有人感受到。
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Thursday, 3 March 2011, 21:45
女人的宿命 男人嘛，娶七个老婆，是他有本事。让人妒嫉，也让人敬佩。
男人嘛，洞房之夜不是个处男，那是个再正常不过的事。
女人嘛，要是嫁了七个老公，就是个婊子。闲言闲语听不尽。
女人嘛，洞房之夜不是个处女，那就是不知羞耻的婊子。
所以说，女人生下来嘛就是服侍男人的贱命。
虽然说，男人女人是息息相关，两者都重要。
但自古以来，面子尊严归男人的，忍气吞声归女人的。
虽说时代变了，但我依然置信部分的传统观念， 仍在你我的身边，穿梭。
被传统约束，这就是咱女人的宿命。
-puǝ-
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Tuesday, 1 March 2011, 00:52
文孝劝
父母不亲谁是亲，不重父母重何人你诺重他十六两，后代儿孙还一斤千两黄金万两银，有钱难买爹娘身在堂父母百年稀，生时不孝死徒悲在生之时不敬重，死后空劳败孤坟在家不要言相激，有日抛离便不回要见面时难得见，要他归时难得归喏要母子重相见，除非三魂梦里随
善人如同田中土，田土翻覆年年在恶人好比犁头强，犁头磨灭土中威
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Thursday, 9 December 2010, 09:51
A mixture of feelings today Woke up early in the morning today, to prepare my presentation in the afternoon. Then I found out that on of my facebook friend passed away. I don't really know him but he is my friend's friend. A status of my friend caught my attention which lead me to his page. His profile is quite blank, guessed he deleted all the post. However, there is some status and a note left. I screened through the status, mostly wrote with much dissapointment and miserable his life was. The note is for his ex. From the note, I could see that he loved her very much, he couldn't accept the fact that she rejected him. So, he planned to suicide and he said it's not the girl that should be blamed. He said at 12am, everything will be settled. A lot of his friends commented, some cared for him, some thought he was joking. I went on reading, they said he jump off the building and was sent to HUKM. At first he was saved and in a stable condition, then ' I dont know why' he passed away. Guess he didn't have to courage to live on. So, he died for his ex-gf, and I was speechless. Anyhow, I wished he R.I.P. thou I don't really agreed with his act. It was a bad start of my day.
So, when I reached school, I borrowed a newspaper from my classmate. I want to try my luck if I can find out any news on why star LRT was broke down yesterday around 6pm. Some one killed himself or something awful or whatever that cause the break down, that was what i checked online yesterday. But, I found none. Should I be relieved? NO. Cause that newspaper showed me much news that I wished I didnt read. A car accident which lead to 3 youth's death ( the driver was only 17 ), huge flood in 'someplace' due to the bad weather, a women jump off the building infront of her neighboors and own son because she couldn't bare her 'gambling' husband', two news on a 14 years old student and an young adult ( run away from home ) owing the 'dai yi long' ( the bloodsucker, i called) more than rm20,000 because of online gamble. There were other news which I couldn't recall now, pathetic ones. I barely read newspaper and that was what showed to me when I have the interest to open it. Anyway, the above info might not be 100% true as I typed what I remember, what I know.
My feelings were just down, down, down. Nevermind I thought, I need to be in good condition for I have a presentation in the afternoon. But, Guess what my honoured lecturer said when he came in? 'I taught 2 slots of classes today and I hadn't eaten the whole day, I am exhausted and sorry to say, class today cancelled. I can't concentrate too even you guys are ready to present to me, let's make it next tuesday, shall we?' I was like WHAT THE?! are you kidding sir? I thought I finally can be relieved after this presentation, and now, a few more days of presentation's burden on me.
So, class cancelled. But I dont feel like going home, it's still early. So, I went midvalley with friend and watched ' Narnia '. I needed some chilling time after such 'incidents'. The movie was good, at least better than harry porter. I just don't really enjoy the characters this time compared to the first 2 episodes. My day end quite ok, at least without any negative ions add on.
Now, I am exhausted. After 'throwing' all these out, thou reality is cruel, hopefully I can get a sweet dream tonight.
Be freed from pain, be relieved from sadness doesn't mean jumping off from a cliff.
It mean you gave in, you gave up the chance to be happy.
-puǝ-
Labels: Sophisticated
Friday, 26 November 2010, 09:15
处女座 神经大条，工作狂，生活混而不乱，挑剔，有点婆妈，机械人大概是人们对处女座的表面定义，其实追求完美或者是感情洁癖的性格都是处女周围或者精神的压抑附加給他们的生活，处女座有一颗敏感而又无奈地心，遇到痛苦的事情，他们会把自己逼进死角或者借酒消愁，这时处女座的自我保护欲已经变成零，看惯了强势的他们，但拿掉面具的处女座柔弱的像孩子，需要别人来保护，丝毫没有安全感!
处女座宝贝有很高的艺术欣赏水平，他们非常具有审美观，所以对一些事往往要求也很高，但表面漂亮的异性也是可以吸引处女座的！处女座多半对钱较重视，这个很怪，而往往很少得到钱的也是他们。处女宝贝们在某些方面 很聪明，他们对365行都有天赋，只要一入门都能熟练掌握，这可能都归功于他们很高的悟性吧！不过如此全能的人，在择业问题上还是个不小的困难呢！
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处女座的友情：他们渴望精神上的交流、内心世界的彼此了解，他们视友情为达到这一目的的最不可缺少的途径。处女座很少有向亲人吐露心声的机会，因此，朋友在处女座眼中更是显得尤为重要。而交上处女座的人也绝不会吃亏，但处女座的人一生却很难得能遇到知心的朋友，这也就使处女座的人的心事不断的积压下来，久而久之，他们很少向别人透露自己的心事，这种痛苦源于他们需要一个100%的纯洁友情。当处女的朋友又搭上另一个人时，他们只会沉默，用拼命工作之类的事情来麻木自己，掩盖自己的寂寞和失落。庆幸的是处女座是一个非常和平、不记仇的星座，他们不会为此对你进行报复，即使为之，那份量也是微不足道的。因此作为处女的朋友，如果俩人的确是难得知己的话，最好你应该花大部分时和处女座者相处， 去让他们明白这一点，而不是莫名其妙地甩下他们又搭上另一个人。
处女座的爱情：处女座女生并不为一些书上说的很斯文的一个人，他们心血来潮时可以跑到心仪的男生前打招呼、自报家门、要照片。什么马蜂窝她都敢捅，这种我行我素的作风是因为处女座会认为他们本是为寂寞而生，没有人能真正了解他们。自己认为对的事他都可以去做，不屑别人的非言非语，继续表面快乐的生活。而当仰望着朗朗星空时，处女座者却是一个伤感者的角色，他们爱听悲伤的音乐、喜欢广阔的东西，诸如：浩瀚的星空、无垠的沙漠和大海。这时，微微凉风掠过，处女座甚至会觉得这才是人生做到的享受，这时，处女座的人会沉淀白天对爱情的一股傻劲，着实地看清现实的爱情，不免一阵唉声叹气，这时你会惊讶地发现平日蹦跳不停的处女座也有安静、忧郁的一面。处女座的人情绪变化不太稳定，他们善解人意，能够短时间内进入不同的状态，这可能就是人们俗称的神经质吧！处女座的爱情观也可能会陷入矛盾中。是因为他们豁达的人生观，他们会认为人生应多领略些异性的风情万种，而表面上，处女座身边似乎有很多异性在团团转，但他们可是宁缺勿滥。他们很理智，会把爱情作为生活中调剂品，而另一方面正是由于处女座的极其理智，他们怕受到生活中多余的来自爱情的伤害，他们也会有另一种可以成仙的极端的爱情想法：终身不沾上爱情，拥有友情就已足够了。处女座的人很现实，他们很少有信爱情这东西能天长地久的，他们视之为肤浅荒唐。处女座的性格很平静，多愁善感，他们身上有很多洁白无暇的优点，如果处女座的人形成一个社会的话，那将是名副其实的乌托邦。但可悲的是他们的这些优点似乎很不合现在这个社会的潮流，他们被称为不懂人情世故，也正是如此，处女座的人的优点只能是被这个污浊的社会给淹没了。
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请别相信处女座爱唠叨
处女座爱唠叨或许你早有听闻，你可能会认为那是因为：处女座的人追求完美，挑剔和神经紧张，吹毛求疵等特性作怪。许多人一听到处女座就很“害怕”，因为他知道处女座爱挑剔，爱唠叨而且还有点儿婆婆妈妈......所以你可能会发觉处女座的人际关系处理得不是很好，就是这个原因。其实，处女座对不熟悉的人，是 不会唠叨的，只有处女座认定的朋友，她才会有这样的表现。有时，处女座的唠叨是因为处处为对方着想，处女座唠叨，那是因为心里有你，关心你，爱护你，唯恐自己做得不够周到，不够细致，但是太周到，太细致，就成你眼中的唠叨，其实，唠叨也是一种爱！
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请别相信处女痤有洁癖
处女座的人都有洁癖，这个好象是不容置疑的；但是身边认识的处女座，反而觉得有些懒，不爱收拾，在别人眼中显得并不是想象中那么整洁，与其说他/她们都有洁癖，还不如说他/她们都有精神洁癖更贴切。我说的这种洁癖，可以说是处女座完美主义的极度反应。也许前面说得有点儿抽象，在这里，我举一个例子来说明一下：由于手头没有笔，于是向处女座借，由于不小心使用，从而导致笔上沾上了一些擦不掉的墨迹，处女座就将归还的笔打入了“冷宫”，因为处女座对一切事物都喜欢保持其完美性，当该物件出现了瑕疵，就会觉得那件物件已经不再是属于他/她的东西了，于是就没有兴趣再去使用它。
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请别相信处女座的执着
处女座追求完美，按道理，应该也很执着。其实，处女座对于不在意的事、人或物品，都是抱着“得之，我幸；不得，我命”的态度。只是对于在意的事，人或物品， 处女座的执着才会显露出来。但是，有时她的执着是有前提的——不能超越自身的能力。当处女座做出决定之后，大都不会轻易后退，不愿认输，自尊心强很强；但 是，处女座其实有很强的自我保护意识，当面对的事情超越了自身能力的时候，可能是最快退出的一位。
-puǝ-
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